I also lost my beautiful mum to bone and lung cancer March 2019, mum became ill so sudden and stayed strong but it was not long before she grew her wings and learned to fly, those few weeks were so sudden and unknown,  I only ever had my mum in my life and I understand every comment I have read on this wonderful site, I guess I was more than lucky to have my mum in my life for those 45 years, it was my birthday in December and mum gave me a hand made card with two verses she had penned herself, I treasure my last birthday card , I cry most days as I'm finding the void to much, my mum was my world and still is, I talk to mum most nights and still try to understand why after the beautiful loving person mum was? I now walk this world alone when I do manage to leave my home which isn't often, I have brothers and a sister but that connection has never really been there, I'm lost now, I'm trying to continue but it's to much, I never thought this day would be so soon, we had great times and our own ways of creating fun and laughs, I love my mum so much I truly do, my partner didn't understand the hurt I felt and unfortunately I did end the relationship so life has become somewhat lonely without him but mum said at the time I had made the correct choice she always knew these details strangley enough ha ha, my heart goes out to all the comments on this site I've read such beautiful words,  kindness and caring , my tears became rivers but I continue to pull myself through each day still broken but I try so hard, I really miss my mum truly I do, my heart goes out to all of you and I wish you much love and kind thoughts. Thank-you for reading my words it helps me a lot as I also type these words so mum can read them an always be aware I'm still here for her and not a day goes by were I don't talk and tell her I love her deeply. Will say goodnight and God bless for now. Love you mum. Xxx

I lost my mum yesterday morning to bone and lung cancer too.  I also lost my dad 16 months ago to pancreatic and liver cancer.  When my dad died mum and all of us were strong.  Losing mum too now is unbearable.  We got each other to lean on when dad died.  With my mum I card for her in the month she got diagnosed.  I had no idea she only had a month to live and she gradually grew weaker until she cd not get out of bed.  Then had to watch her die.

It just goes through my mind if I had got to doctor sooner, if I could just have said more or not got annoyed.

I have a huge hole in me and feel so lost without her, I don't know what to do with myself.  

Hi Wendy

Are you feeling a bit better now ? After a couple of months ? Silly question i suppose,

I lost my precious mum in april 2014 she had Mesathelioma (Asbestosis) She lasted 6 weeks after diagnosis, a horible death as all cancers are !

I was very close to mum, After 5 years though it does not feel as bad as you will be feeling at the moment, Believe me i felt as bad as you and everyone else here

I think im trying to say it will get better for you as time goes on, I think about mum every single day, always say "morning mum, love you" and "night mum,love you" I have never missed a day saying that !

But where you think of your mum all the time every day, I dont do that now, i do every day but not all the time if you get me ,

Hope this helps a little x

Hi Wendy

Are you feeling a bit better now ? After a couple of months ? Silly question i suppose,

I lost my precious mum in april 2014 she had Mesathelioma (Asbestosis) She lasted 6 weeks after diagnosis, a horible death as all cancers are !

I was very close to mum, After 5 years though it does not feel as bad as you will be feeling at the moment, Believe me i felt as bad as you and everyone else here

I think im trying to say it will get better for you as time goes on, I think about mum every single day, always say "morning mum, love you" and "night mum,love you" I have never missed a day saying that !

But where you think of your mum all the time every day, I dont do that now, i do every day but not all the time if you get me ,

Hope this helps a little x