Hey just thought i would scribble a few words now things have become a little more comfortable in life, i still well and truly miss my mum im not sure things will ever quite be the same buy i keep moving forwards and pushing myself to get closer to my goals, i went through a really bad time and with mumshelp i came through the other side, it was not long after that mum grew her wings but its made me want to help others and make that my life goal, im currently training in substance misuse and vulnerability, everyone deserves a second, third, forth and an endless amount of chances until they can get it right and i want to be that guy who helps them, mum told me to continue doing what im doing and its helping me at the same time as helping others, i post on here simply because i know mum is up there sending people my way just so i can give them a bit of trust, comfort and understanding, or at times a listening ear, feel free if you want to chat some time i promise i will get back to you, we all need a champion some times and were all champions to each other there just times when we realise the opportunity has always been there.... love to you all. here if anyone needs a shoulder..