I dont have much advice.. I lost my dad 15 months ago to pancreactic and liver cancer.  My mum has now been diagnosed with lung and bone cancer too.  She has it in her neck and hip, possibly her stomach.  I feel so scared and anxious and being around people is just too much.  I only feel I want to be with my son and a few others close to me.  Waking up is the worst as it all hits me again.  I am terrified of not having her around.

I guess I am looking to share how I feel and talk to someone as I feel so alone.

I dont have much advice.. I lost my dad 15 months ago to pancreactic and liver cancer.  My mum has now been diagnosed with lung and bone cancer too.  She has it in her neck and hip, possibly her stomach.  I feel so scared and anxious and being around people is just too much.  I only feel I want to be with my son and a few others close to me.  Waking up is the worst as it all hits me again.  I am terrified of not having her around.

I guess I am looking to share how I feel and talk to someone as I feel so alone.

Bless ur heart u really are going through it. Whilst my mum was still alive I cherished every moment with her after her diagnosis.  I wanted her to fulfill everything she wanted to do. We laughed at memories, and cried from pain and heart ache. My mums been gone 2 years this July, and I'm still heart broken now. Just let her know how important she is to u and that u say everything u  always wanted to.. I was lucky that my mum was my best friend and  I told her everything. I personally dont think u get used to the pain, I think u just learn to live with it.....I still cry and miss her so so badly, my heart aches with pain, but my children and I can laugh at the things we all did with each other....

Try and be strong hun, at this moment in time ur mum needs u. If shes any thing like my mum then she would have been there for u always, now its ur turn.

Xxxxx

hey wendy hope your ok? how are things, did you manage to get out and about a little more? i guess you read through a few of my posts but i just thought i would check in with you, feel free to drop a scribble if your up to it, all the very best.

marko.