Hi,
My brave beautiful Mum lost her life this morning to covid infection/lung cancer and I just can't accept she has gone. I know she is gone but I can't accept how I will continue without her. We worked together for 10 years and lived together (I was her carer for last few years) for 7 years with my partner. We were best friends and Mother/daughter all rolled into one. We stayed with her the last 16 hours of her life in hospital and I talked to her in her final breaths, telling her how much I loved her, how proud I was, how blessed I was. She had been in hospital since Tuesday and Friday they were pleased her infection levels had decreased, mentioning her possibly coming home this week then her covid levels raised again and her condition worsened so fast. It was awful seeing what she went through in the last day of her life and she knew she was dying but I never actually said it to her, I still believed for a miracle. Now I am left in a home with no Mum, my life. How do I carry on?
Jane
