After over 5 and a half years fighting a original diagnosis or 12 months, my mum tragically passed away around 5am this morning 

She had been fine up until Tuesday when she developed a lung and bowel infection, got admitted on Thursday night. Things then got worse however she showed big improvements the next morning. But then took another bad turn 

I managed to get there along with my sister and she was with it and cracking jokes, not scared and not much pain, knew we were there and told her I loved her.

She then went to sleep and I decided to go home for rest with my wife and dad, my sister then rang 3 hours later to say she had passed away in her sleep 

I've been preparing myself for this day for a long time but I am absolutely devastated, can't stop crying, so angry, sad etc and honestly don't know how ill get over it, I miss her so much already 

Her and my dad have been married 47 years, she was only 70 and myself 34 and my sister 27. No age atall to lose our mum.

I really don't know where to go from here :(