My husband, Ian, died just over 4 weeks ago. It was very sudden and unexpected. Seven weeks previously we had a cancer diagnosis and were told a year with chemo. He never had the time for chemo as two weeks later a brain tumour was discovered and so the chemo was put off so he could have radiotherapy. The latter really wiped Ian out but he battled on as best he could so that he could have the chemo. This was not to be and I just can't accept he has gone.
His funeral was a week ago and I've since caught Covid and am self isolating. I cry every night and day but still, nothing seems real. If he walked back in I wouldn't be surprised!
I can function relatively normally and have applied for probate etc but I just feel numb inside. Can I still be in shock after 4 weeks or is it grief?
