Hi Matt, Sorry for your loss.

I have 3 year old and 5month old twins....Dad past on New Years Eve...from Cancer of oesophagas....he was paddle boarding in August! Funeral was last week, My Mum..Myself and Sister are very close and we are devastated....the twins and my daughter have pulled me through this....I am not religious but odd things have been happening to me.....Mum lives in next street, we speak all time as we always have done, I aren't seeing her as virus...but have been on walks outside...Siena has had COVID test each Friday and as results clear has stayed Mums every weekend...thus has been the absolute best I could do as.Mum and Dad adore her and she loves them so much, I am flat out with breastfeeding twins and just put house on market to give something fresh to focus on....it's going to be very hard but I must admit .,,Dad was so so poorly over December it was relief that he had no more pain....I am personally seeking comfort from (when I get chance ...)watching recordings of Long Island medium...channel tlc.......a book I ordered from Amazon called ghosts of the nhs which I since past to my Sister and am now reading....Monica the medium..messages from above....I posted nothing on Facebook....I only called my friends couldn't text.....as I say I believe in nothing but keep your eyes peeled as I mentioned had a few odd situations arise. Worst situation for me was the run up from diagnosis to passing...after this odd feeling swept over me like all was going to be ok and I would keep going....I have and so will you. Carla x

Hi Matt, Sorry for your loss.

I have 3 year old and 5month old twins....Dad past on New Years Eve...from Cancer of oesophagas....he was paddle boarding in August! Funeral was last week, My Mum..Myself and Sister are very close and we are devastated....the twins and my daughter have pulled me through this....I am not religious but odd things have been happening to me.....Mum lives in next street, we speak all time as we always have done, I aren't seeing her as virus...but have been on walks outside...Siena has had COVID test each Friday and as results clear has stayed Mums every weekend...thus has been the absolute best I could do as.Mum and Dad adore her and she loves them so much, I am flat out with breastfeeding twins and just put house on market to give something fresh to focus on....it's going to be very hard but I must admit .,,Dad was so so poorly over December it was relief that he had no more pain....I am personally seeking comfort from (when I get chance ...)watching recordings of Long Island medium...channel tlc.......a book I ordered from Amazon called ghosts of the nhs which I since past to my Sister and am now reading....Monica the medium..messages from above....I posted nothing on Facebook....I only called my friends couldn't text.....as I say I believe in nothing but keep your eyes peeled as I mentioned had a few odd situations arise. Worst situation for me was the run up from diagnosis to passing...after this odd feeling swept over me like all was going to be ok and I would keep going....I have and so will you. Carla x