My mum got her diagnoses before Christmas she needed a biopsy on 12th Jan.  I called an ambulance on 4th Jan she passed on the 10th.  All too quick body riddled with cancer. Due to covid not picked up.

Im angry and im so sad . She is my best friend . I have no family of my own..im 44. it seems to be getting worse. I am in such shock.... such pain.  Had covid funeral no wake on my own... people are asking are you not back to work... ive been off 2 1/2 weeks... i can barely post this... i have a job that you need to be on the ball for and right now making a cup of tea is difficult.

Tell me it gets better. I dont think i can do this 1 more day.