Lost my mum. Cant bare to carry on

My mum got her diagnoses before Christmas she needed a biopsy on 12th Jan.  I called an ambulance on 4th Jan she passed on the 10th.  All too quick body riddled with cancer. Due to covid not picked up.

Im angry and im so sad . She is my best friend . I have no family of my own..im 44. it seems to be getting worse. I am in such shock.... such pain.  Had covid funeral no wake on my own... people are asking are you not back to work... ive been off 2 1/2 weeks... i can barely post this... i have a job that you need to be on the ball for and right now making a cup of tea is difficult.

Tell me it gets better. I dont think i can do this 1 more day. 

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  • You have to take each day as it comes and tell your work exactly how you feel, they are human too. They should understand. You can find another job you will not be able to find another you. allow yourself to sit on the sofa allow yourself to have those days, it's not been long. You are strong give yourself time to grieve and pick yourself up once you have had your time to grieve. 

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  • You have to take each day as it comes and tell your work exactly how you feel, they are human too. They should understand. You can find another job you will not be able to find another you. allow yourself to sit on the sofa allow yourself to have those days, it's not been long. You are strong give yourself time to grieve and pick yourself up once you have had your time to grieve. 

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