I feel your loss, I lost my husband this June, I try and be brave but I am screaming inside. It's so difficult, I miss him so much. I wonder if life is worth carrying on. What with the pandemic, it's really tough. I would love to be able to speak to others who have lost their loved ones. 

It’s definitely not worth giving up believe me after my loss I tryed to hang myself 3 times and I suddenly realised that some one would have to find me and I wouldn’t wish that on anyone and what would my sons think it’s the ppl we leave behind that after suffer and I miss  my Louise so much I now she would be so disappointed in me if she new so I wouldn’t take my own life and you have to carry on one day at a time I don’t no what else to say except god bless you 

It’s definitely not worth giving up believe me after my loss I tryed to hang myself 3 times and I suddenly realised that some one would have to find me and I wouldn’t wish that on anyone and what would my sons think it’s the ppl we leave behind that after suffer and I miss  my Louise so much I now she would be so disappointed in me if she new so I wouldn’t take my own life and you have to carry on one day at a time I don’t no what else to say except god bless you