> I just can't deal with life anymore without my Mum.

Same

> I miss her so much I'm in physical pain

Same

> I can't accept or cope with the fact that I'll never talk to her or hug her again.

Same

> She was my whole world

Same

> and I honestly feel like I died when she died.

Same

> It's been about 10 weeks since we lost her and every day is worse than the one before.

Same

> I just want to go and be with her in heaven

Same

>  I feel like I'm done with life because I'll never ever be happy again.

Same

> I'm in so much pain and I just want her back so badly.

Same

> so unbelievably lost, lonely and heartbroken

Same

I feel the same, too, temp and rach.

I also lost my dad about a year before I lost my mom. So finding it very hard to see the point in clinging to this life.

Hi if you feel this way your gp can help anxiaty goes with grief i can tell you now it dose not stay as painful it gets easier as time goes by griefs  a funny thing you get just about every emotion all at once and we cant cope ive lost so many mum dad my grandson and my partner its agony in each case but as time goes by the pain dwindles or we would all go mad try some counciling but please dont do anything to hurt yourself your mum brought you into this world to have a life make her proud eh its not long for you and you will be feeling desperate i felt like you when i lost the love of my life just take one day at a time its hard i know but you can do it .ime sorry your feeling so sad i dont think the energy that is us ever dies only the body your mum will be around regards .paul ps excuse the grammer the spell checker changes words on my phone

@Paulus -- thank you so much. Your reply really helps. You are a gift to this forum.

@Linda63 -- you made me tear up, but in a good way. I know it was a reply to the OP, but lovely post. Ty <3

@Paulus -- thank you so much. Your reply really helps. You are a gift to this forum.

@Linda63 -- you made me tear up, but in a good way. I know it was a reply to the OP, but lovely post. Ty <3

Thank you realy its ment for everyone realy but my best wishs to its truely a horrible thing cancer i had to wait a month for results i didnt but they are still monitering me i ended up in hospital for 8 days with sepsisis then scalded myself 4 percent burns then anothere 8 days with a massive infection i have crohns turned out i had to have massive op to cut part of my bowle away and repair my bladder .i sat there waiting for pain block in my back and i thought i want to live but i may not wake up so i realise now how important life is and nothing is so bad that we want to die but i felt same when i lost liz so understand a bit now .regards paul