Hi its two months since i lost my liz .its been horrible i did not know pain of bereavement could be such agony .my wife liz had her first course of cemo monday morn all seemed ok then friday morning she had a major stroke then spsis and died sunday morning its not like we expect when you see it portrayed on tv commercials the sepsis was a blessing for her to be honest as it took her quickly rather than die paralized but i still am realing as the way it happend totaly flattend me so i now face a lonely future without my sweetheart but got to fill this huge hole liz left
