My husband died on 18 January 2018. He was diagnosed with Pancreatic cancer. He died with 2 months. Yesterday on the 14 February was his birthday. It's 2 years since he passed away but it is still very difficult for me. It still feel fresh. I d cry some times. But I have to be strong for our 7 year old daughter. 

Hi ime so sorry its so hard i know . I think in certain ways we never get over it just learn to live with it we realy have no choice ime a guy and have to admit at times it hits me and flattens me i come on in the hope i can give a bit of support .may i ask did you have any counciling it does help especialy as months go by and the world goes back to normal but we are still hurting at least you get to talk about things in my case i contacted the hospice as they deal with loss every day and and that hour a week was a lifeline because for us all of a sudden the life we knew ends and its very hard to start again its iot that long for you and its not to late .best wishs paul

Hi Paul 

I did got a little bit of counselling from Macmillan and now I am getting counselling from the University. 

It is still very hard.. There are times where I don't even feel like getting up at all. 

Yes for some time there dosnt seem much point getting up but it will get easier glad at least you have a counciler to talk to one day the sun will shine and life will have a meaning again its just a question of hanging in there .paul

Yes for some time there dosnt seem much point getting up but it will get easier glad at least you have a counciler to talk to one day the sun will shine and life will have a meaning again its just a question of hanging in there .paul

Thank you so much. I hope that day will come soon. I will try and hang in there. Thank you for your time. 

Your wellcome it will get easier .regards paul