Hi Natisha, 

I lost my mum the beginning of October. She was given her diagnosis and a week later she died. It felt like a huge lorry just ran over me. I was numb all over. My husband will say I don't share my emotions very well. I just cried and cried. I took 3 days from work then went back to work for a week. Then I was off due to half term and my children. I didn't want to talk to anyone but if I was at work I wasn't crying. 

I hate that mum is not at the end of phone and people say it gets easier. But I don't think they understand. My advice to you is take each day at a time. I know my mum is in my heart and if she saw how much I was hurting she would tell me she is now not in pain  and she can dance round the living room without her lungs stopping her. 

Take strength from those that love you, your mum blessed you with love xx

I lost my mum almost 2 years ago after a diagnosis in Nov and passed in Jan. I feel your pain but can honestly say it does get easier. We are facing our 2nd Christmas without our lovely mum but we have each other. For those who have family and friends, draw strength from each other for those who don’t, please seek help because it is too hard to cope with alone.

I lost my mum almost 2 years ago after a diagnosis in Nov and passed in Jan. I feel your pain but can honestly say it does get easier. We are facing our 2nd Christmas without our lovely mum but we have each other. For those who have family and friends, draw strength from each other for those who don’t, please seek help because it is too hard to cope with alone.