Finleynan, I hope you are managing as best can be expected. I can’t tell you how much I understand your anguish and misery. My precious, daughter and soulmate died from Cancer this year on January 15th. She too was told that her symptoms could not possibly be colorectal cancer bc she was so young. That misdiagnosis ended up killing her . By the time the cancer was discovered it had spread. I too have no heard from my son in law since the day we buried Caroline age 27. I spent the last 3 years with them taking care of their dogs who i miss terribly and of course Caroline. I don’t know why he won’t answer my texts or calls. It makes this whole situation so much worse. Those infections that aggressively pop up are devastating. I’m certain you had nothing to do with your precious child developing it. She may very well picked it up in the hospital. I pray your ex son in law has some sense of decency and allows you time with your Grandson. Parents don’t realize how important grandparents are to a child’s life. Especially a child who has been through such a terrible trauma. I will also pray for you. I am still feeling th same intense pain and disbelief that you are feeling. It’s more profoundly heartbreaking than words can express. I still have days where i truly wished God had taken me with Caroline. Instead would have been best. Godspeed Finleynan and take a tiny bit of comfort knowing you are so not alone in your pain.

Finleynan, I hope you are managing as best can be expected. I can’t tell you how much I understand your anguish and misery. My precious, daughter and soulmate died from Cancer this year on January 15th. She too was told that her symptoms could not possibly be colorectal cancer bc she was so young. That misdiagnosis ended up killing her . By the time the cancer was discovered it had spread. I too have no heard from my son in law since the day we buried Caroline age 27. I spent the last 3 years with them taking care of their dogs who i miss terribly and of course Caroline. I don’t know why he won’t answer my texts or calls. It makes this whole situation so much worse. Those infections that aggressively pop up are devastating. I’m certain you had nothing to do with your precious child developing it. She may very well picked it up in the hospital. I pray your ex son in law has some sense of decency and allows you time with your Grandson. Parents don’t realize how important grandparents are to a child’s life. Especially a child who has been through such a terrible trauma. I will also pray for you. I am still feeling th same intense pain and disbelief that you are feeling. It’s more profoundly heartbreaking than words can express. I still have days where i truly wished God had taken me with Caroline. Instead would have been best. Godspeed Finleynan and take a tiny bit of comfort knowing you are so not alone in your pain.