I feel the same .. at present time my mum is on her last days. Me and my dad are sat everyday night waiting for her final breath. My partner has two boys from a previous marriage and had booked a trip to take his boys long before we met.

i know it’s not his fault because it’s just bad timing but I feel betrayed by him and angry and I’m pushing him away when he’s been super nice to me and feel as if I want to end it, My father loves my mother so much and he won’t leave her side so both of us are exhausted staying in hospice. I feel I’m trying to be strong for him but no one to be strong for me. Not really sure how I will go on with the relationship.

Its a hard road is life i know how you feel but its its harder on your own .just try not to make any big desiahions for the moment just forget and think about what your going through when my partner was dieing i i went out and had a blub on my own it is exhausting a good blub lets the tenshion out my thoghts are with you your dad and your mum .paul

Thank you Paul for your advice cat

Thank you Paul for your advice cat