Breast cancer diagnosis 27th May - I hate the fact my life is no longer under my control

Cried when they told me, now I  am numb, waiting on my first appointment to discuss way forward.

Starting to tell family and keeping busy as there is little I can do for now.

I hate the fact my life is no longer under my control.

That I can't plan anything or continue to book clients in the next 6 months.in my business 

I hate the fact that am now 'the one' with cancer.

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  • Hi Mintymo. Diagnosed same day as me! Now I'm waiting on results of CT scan and punch biopsy to see if it has spread. Scares me all this waiting. I just want to have a treatment plan in place so I can feel.in control once again. I'm HER2+ and apparently this one grows quickly...what does "quickly" actually mean? Having good days and bad days and really trying not to think about the what ifs but goodness its hard xx

  • Hi there, did you get the CT scan after your biopsy? I now have an appointment to see  the breast surgeon next Tuesday. I assume I will be told more about my Hormone receptor and HER2 status then. All I was told it's ductal and that's it. Not been in control is what scares me too.  It's great to have someone who is going through this at the same. I feel uncertain about my short term future. Can't make any plans yet. I am feeling numb, yet the first thing I think of as soon as I wake up.....I have cancer...

    Good to talk thanks

  • You're very welcome. Yes CT scan came after, to see if it's spread...results may be 2 weeks away! I don't feel unwell but know once chemo starts I will...not looking forwsrd to it, yet need to start something ...if you know what I mean.. 

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