Breast cancer diagnosis 27th May - I hate the fact my life is no longer under my control

Cried when they told me, now I  am numb, waiting on my first appointment to discuss way forward.

Starting to tell family and keeping busy as there is little I can do for now.

I hate the fact my life is no longer under my control.

That I can't plan anything or continue to book clients in the next 6 months.in my business 

I hate the fact that am now 'the one' with cancer.

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  • Hi Mintymo. Diagnosed same day as me! Now I'm waiting on results of CT scan and punch biopsy to see if it has spread. Scares me all this waiting. I just want to have a treatment plan in place so I can feel.in control once again. I'm HER2+ and apparently this one grows quickly...what does "quickly" actually mean? Having good days and bad days and really trying not to think about the what ifs but goodness its hard xx

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  • Hi Mintymo. Diagnosed same day as me! Now I'm waiting on results of CT scan and punch biopsy to see if it has spread. Scares me all this waiting. I just want to have a treatment plan in place so I can feel.in control once again. I'm HER2+ and apparently this one grows quickly...what does "quickly" actually mean? Having good days and bad days and really trying not to think about the what ifs but goodness its hard xx

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