Sorry to hear that. I do understand your head will be all over the place and it's this current time that's the most difficult mentally because no one knows anything.

What I will say, once you get the biopsies, then the scan results and know exactly what you're dealing with, things will get easier mentally. More so when a treatment plan is in place. I know that's difficult to fathom at this moment in time, but it will get better.

Wish i had some great advice on how to distract yourself, but other than keeping busy there is no magic bullet. It sucks. But do know, things will calm down. Just don't go writing yourself off and having yourself dead and buried. But we all do it in these times. I wish you the best of luck on your journey.

PS Keep away from google. It doesn't have the answers you are currently seeking. Just worst case scenarios.

Thanks for your reply I'm just going out of my mind and waiting for my biopsy results every hour seems like a week .....I've had 2 lots of scans and ultrasound scans too..life can be so cruel can't it xx

Thanks for your reply I'm just going out of my mind and waiting for my biopsy results every hour seems like a week .....I've had 2 lots of scans and ultrasound scans too..life can be so cruel can't it xx