The Good And The Bad

I haven't been on in a few days,

Am having a terrible time with Anxiety,fear,panic,

Have had no more chemo's since the 2nd of January,they had to stop as I got very ill with sepcis,

But I'm thinking now that the chemo is leaving my body as I'm getting more pains than I was while on chemo,

Does anyone know how long it take for the chemo to leave your system?

Or Am i just overthinking these pains, that could be me starting to overthink again?

I have to start an infusion soon for zometa for my bones,is Anyone else on this?

I had to get a full dental check up today,WHY is everything so frightening?I'm just lost and lonely and so afraid,

Still waiting on word of when my radiotherapy will start and for how long as they are only doing it as a precaution,

I'm so overwhelmed,can someone help please, hugs

Angie!

  • Hi angie the reason for checking your teeth is in case you have any not so good ones.. Teeth and gums can move slightly. So if all OK less chance of problems with them. Mine all came loose. Luckily none came out, and tightened up after. Bit awkward brushing but worked out OK. Had to eat soft things or just drinks. Hopefully others have had same treatment as you and will pop on. Thinking of you... Love Billy xxx. 

  • Hello love,

    how many cycles did you have? Mine were stopped after 4, I had dreadful neuropathy and onco said I was in danger of it becoming permanent. ( happy to say it's subsided somewhat) 

    The zometa infusion is a bisphosphonate, I'm on something similar in tablet form. The zometa is a double pronged attack, not only will it prevent cancer creeping to the bones it's a bone strengthening med ( I have osteopenia) so it's a win win med and Defo worth taking.

     

    The dental check up is to make sure you don't have loose teeth and your jaw is in good order,any work will need to be Carried out before the I fusion. There is a very small risk of a weakening of the jaw on this med. Will you be having them every 6 months? I know a few ladies on it and having no problems at all. In fact I'm considering having the infusion instead of the daily pills, as they can be a right faff ....

    dont be worried about the zometa.....it's belt and braces and we're lucky we can have it, so try and look at it in a new positive light....

    xxxx

  • Thank you Billy, just seems to be one thing after another and all scary,x

  • Thanks so much Marilyn,

    My chemo had to stop after 4 also,got sepcis that almost killed me,so oncologist said they couldn't possibly give me my 5th,but I have to have radiotherapy on my brain in a couple of weeks as a precaution that the cancer doesn't travel there,everything is so scary,I'm crying all the time,the fear,panic and Anxiety is just cruel but I'm on my own so too much time to think,and cannot leave the house without a massive panic attack,I lost my husband to cancer, please keep me in your thoughts as I will keep you in my prayers,Blessings

    Angie,x

    Ps I will be getting the infusion once every 3 months,x

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  • Hey Angie,

    Hope you are alright. It's a beautiful day where I am. I'm trying to keep steering my thoughts away from the cliff edge this afternoon and having a bit of success.

    You are in my prayers and I'm thinking about you every day. 

    Joy xx

  • Thank you anotherspring,

    Please keep me in your thoughts, I will keep you in my prayers like info for everyone on this forum,

    My mind is just all over the place, it's so annoying as I'm on very little pain relief Thank God,

    Considering I have the cancer in 4 places,

    It's the mental anxiety and torment that has me crippled,can not leave the house with outba massive panic attack, crying most days,can't eat,just tormented,Thanks for reaching out to me

    Angie xx