hi im 36 mother of 3 n diagnosed dec 23. ive had 2 ops n 5 of 6 chemo n finding it very hard at mo. feel so peed off n cant get rid of that feeling. would love to chat. x
Hi everyone its been a long time since Ive been on AGAIN because the computer has been playing up AGAIN and its made me very . could do with a new one but this time of year its an expense we can't afford! I've been reading back a few posts but it will take me forever to catch up so wondered if you could all just update me on how you are all doing!! Its lovely to be back in the community I've been on a bit of a rollercoaster last two months and am waiting for the straight jacket to arrive lol!! Seriously does anyone else get really angry!! My anger has been uncontrollable at times with me even smashing a wall and it has really upset me!!
Sorry to hear you are having problems with your computer and your emotions.I dont get angry because I find it just leaves me feeling worse in the long run,plus my last treatment has damaged my heart so at the moment I cant get stressed.Waiting to see the heart specialist in 2 weeks and when he gives me a magic pill I will be fine.You have been through so much for so long.Can you have some sort of therapy or a massage or reiki treatment to help?Being on here should help to unload so rant away and let us help.No more wall hitting!!!
Hello and welcome to the place no-one wants to be.
Have you tried writing a blog.If you go onto other topics i will try to bring it to the top .It is really helpful to read and keep note of what you have gone through.Are you on treatment now?
Hi nina, & girs oh and a few guys lol nina, youre not letting anyone down, youre just trying to get on with it and its difficult when you feel sick, honestly it does get better, im nearly finished 3rd week of Rads, 3 more to go, I feel grand, its a breeze compared to chemo, my hair is rapidly coming in (with a little bit of grey) cant wait till i can get a wee crop and colour, my boob is a bit red with the rads but its fine, roll on 2011. Just wanted to come on and say things do get easier I promise, I know im one of trhe lucky ones and my cancer is now been removed and hasnt spread and fingers crossed its gone forever. Take care everyone, I'll be back on before xmas, but if i miss anyone, have a wonderful christmas and a very prosperous new year xx
Hi Rose, its sat my birthday, but thanks very much. I did mention using aloe vera but hosp really against it, they only want me using simple soap and aqueous creme, until at least 2 weeks after treatment is finished, cant believe how quickly my treatment has went by, im blessed to have been in touch with so many nece people on this forum xxx
just wanted to say no 5 was my worst time, n was when i started this page. so glad i did. it might help if you go back to the beginning of this thread. it might help you understand more about the way you are feeling. wish i had a magic wand. or a cure would do!
feeling sad myself n fed up with it all n bit teary. n my chemo finished months ago. roll on january n the end of chemo.
many happy returns for tomorrow, hope you get to celebrate in style, dont forget to post a pic when you get your first hair cut, its so exciting hearing how well you are doing, and dont feel guilty because this site is not just to share our sorrows, we all love to hear how well people are doing as it gives everyone hope, god bless you and may you have a wonderful christmas xxxxxxxx
so glad to hear your feeling a little better, onwards and upwards I say! you really are an amazing lady you give so much strength to everyone even when you are struggling yourself, if angels walked the earth you would definitely be one of them, have a wonderful christmas and a healthy new year.
my heart goes out to you, you really are so brave and kind, finding time to wish others well even though you are struggling yourself, your journey has been a difficult one but these hard times will not last forever and your right...go get some answers! I am amazed these doctors havnt been more helpfull.
Sara my sweet, take comfort in the fact you are not alone, there are literally thousands of us out there feeling the same way and a good old cry does you the world of good, but remember when you have finished...wash you face, put on a bit of lippy and pat yourself on the back because you are an amazing woman...and thats a fact!!
I would like to wish you all boys and girls a wonderful christmas and lets make 2011 OUR YEAR
Hi Lee, Thanks babe, going to have a fairly quiet birthday with John, his sis and her husban, just a chinese in house and a few drinks as John on his works night out tonight so doubt he'll be in any state to do much more tomor nite lol. As soon as my hair is cut and coloured I'll post a pic. Merry Xmas and Happy New Year. Colette xx
Hi Lee, Thanks babe, going to have a fairly quiet birthday with John, his sis and her husban, just a chinese in house and a few drinks as John on his works night out tonight so doubt he'll be in any state to do much more tomor nite lol. As soon as my hair is cut and coloured I'll post a pic. Merry Xmas and Happy New Year. Colette xx
