My dad died of cancer in September of this year, I feel like I just want to hide away and come out in the new year. I am really struggling, I fee; really low and have little or no interest in celebrating Xmas this year. Some friends or colleagues cant seem to understand why i dont want to put a tree up, or to get excited about everything.
I saw ny dad the day he died, my mu didnt realsie he had died she thought he was sleeping or had lapsed into a coma, but the minute i touched him i knew.
I feel so alone and also so tired all the time, I have a friend whom i thought was a good supportive friend but she has changed jobs and i dont hear fron her so much, its like out of sight out of mind. Yesterday was the 3 month ago that he died. I feel lost i'm going through stuff and i want his advice but i cant have it.
I have an epmtyness in my chest and it hurts
