I found out my dad had cancer around 2 weeks ago he is now on his death bed they said he may not make it through the night his organs are shutting down !I looked at him I can't see his veins and his hands are floppy I know he's already gone they said it's possible he will come back but they can't promise to me he looks like he's already dead Im his first child and he has a young son dad is 63 ive never really dealt with death before I just need some comfort here everyone is upset and I upset my son as I didn't tell him about the cancer till now I feel hopeless