Hello 

I also lost my mom nearly 3years ago very suddenly (within 2 weeks) all I can say is allow yourself to grieve I still do everyday! but its different now I don't cry everyday but my mom is still the first thing I think of in the morning and the last thing at night we were so close and I couldn't imagine my life without her but I read about the 7 stages of grief which helped I also reached out to family and friends but I also told people when I was having a bad time and I didn't want to talk...just look after yourself! and although it will always hurt and although I didn't believe it at the time when people said it to me you will learn to live with your grief and not be always overwhelmed by it but it will take time. 

Take care  

Thank you, hearing that it gets easier from someone who can relate does make me feel better. It's so hard to imagine not feeling this way and each day it without my mum gets more painful. I will take your advice and read about the stages of grief.

Thank you, hearing that it gets easier from someone who can relate does make me feel better. It's so hard to imagine not feeling this way and each day it without my mum gets more painful. I will take your advice and read about the stages of grief.