Thanks mate  xx

I need you mate  we have more days to get through before we can finally say we've made it the grief has gone until then mate we keep going x

Chris, how are you today mate? - I wasn't feeling so good yesterday. I walk down the street and always get the feeling I am missing something - a big absence in my life. Absence .......

Hope you are ok?

Xx

I've sent are you a friend request for private message  
 Im ok today last week has my worst by far  but still did everything for the boys!  I'm trying to be the best dad ever   I'm sure Martyne is watching me  so can't let her down  I want her to love me even more  if she ever could  by going a great job for our children! I miss her so much  and  my life  but one day I will be with her I have to be  we were so much in love   There has to be more  x

I'm ok mate I sent a message to my self by mistake for you hope you see it  have a look if you can't are right it again x

Are you ok today?

Not too bad today mate - everything still seems as unreal as it did a month ago.

You?