My mum passed away today...

Earlier today my mum passed away. She was diagnosed with cancer ten weeks ago after feeling unwell for a few weeks. It's all happened so fast. Friday the hospice called because they noticed a change and said death was imminent, we said our goodbyes. She slipped into unconsciousness fully two nights ago. 

She was 59 years old and I wasn't ready to lose my mum, I have four young kids who doted on her (and she doted on).

I feel sick and honestly don't know how I'm going to live without her, all I want is my mum. I know I have to function and be there for the kids - but all I want is to just stop existing because it hurts so much. 

I've honestly never felt pain like this. 

please tell me it's normal and eases? Because I don't think I can live like this. 

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  • My mum passed away on wednesday. She was my world . It was so sudden, shes always been ill and she was ill at the time but i never thought she could leave me. I cant cope.its killing me. I have an autistic 6 yr old who she helped me with every step of the way. I live arpund the corner and see her everyday shes the only person who knows me and understands me. She was in icu for 6 days tben they had to switch off her life support and ill never forgive myself i could of begged for more time got 24hrs and thats it. and i didnt i just let her go. Ill never get through i hadnt stopped crying for 3 days straight i feel numb right now. And in such denial and a fog. Im 27 and i need my mum so bad my heart hurts all the time . How are u feeling now. My mum didnt have cancer she had multiple organ failure but im just reaching into a void for comfort but i cant find any..nothing matters anymore :,(

  • Was your mum a good person? Are you a good person? Is your heart? Then that is your mum's legacy be proud ️

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