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My very sad loss

BerylB
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Hello my lovely forum friends Well I have just got through the two year anniversary of my lovely David's death and I still miss him more than ever, please forgive me for not posting as I have found this second year without him extremely difficult actually harder than the first year as I was convinced he was coming home and all this was a bad dream. However, I now realise that this is not to be and life is very lonely without him I don't know where to go or what to do to make myself happy and I am very annoyed with myself as David would not want this for me I just feel so lonely. Anyway I am so sorry to go on like this how are you all I do hope everything is going ok for you all and please forgive me for not being in touch as I have felt so sad Please take care Beryl xxxx

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    Hello Beryl yes it would be lovely if we lived closer to each other and I could make you a nice cuppa or have something stronger ha ha ,do you know we were both so lucky to have such lovely hubbies who we had for most of our lives and who loved us as they did ,they wouldnt want us to be feeling so sad for so long Tony used to say as long as I was happy so was he and lucky to have me as his wife  David and Tony were amazing men and we must make them proud and try to be happy again I dont know how but we must try ..Im sorry your daughter is moving how far away will she be from you ?.My daughter Andrea is doing well at the moment and went on a home visit things went well and all being well is allowed to spend the weekend at home ,she has been in the neuralogical unit for 6 weeks today .your 2 cats keep you entertained in the garden .Rusty and I have just been on a walk its cleared up a little now so we came home dry ..Beryl I realy wish I could say something to make you feel better but will send a big hug instead hope to chat again soon   Sueanne x

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    Hello Beryl yes it would be lovely if we lived closer to each other and I could make you a nice cuppa or have something stronger ha ha ,do you know we were both so lucky to have such lovely hubbies who we had for most of our lives and who loved us as they did ,they wouldnt want us to be feeling so sad for so long Tony used to say as long as I was happy so was he and lucky to have me as his wife  David and Tony were amazing men and we must make them proud and try to be happy again I dont know how but we must try ..Im sorry your daughter is moving how far away will she be from you ?.My daughter Andrea is doing well at the moment and went on a home visit things went well and all being well is allowed to spend the weekend at home ,she has been in the neuralogical unit for 6 weeks today .your 2 cats keep you entertained in the garden .Rusty and I have just been on a walk its cleared up a little now so we came home dry ..Beryl I realy wish I could say something to make you feel better but will send a big hug instead hope to chat again soon   Sueanne x

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    Hi Kathy Lovely to hear from you and thank you for your kind words I CPO appreciate it. Heroes are chocolates!!!! Big hugs to you Beryl xxx
  • Offline in reply to BerylB
    Hi Beryl, Thank you for the clarification, feel like such a twit not knowing. I intend visiting in June 2017 for mums 90th so will try them then perhaps. Just trying to get motivated to start my list of chores for today, guess I should get dressed before going to the shops, get the dog out for a wander and get stuck into the gardening..... Or have another coffee.... Mmmm. I used to be indecisive now I don't know.... Anyway Beryl, thinking of you Big hugs Kathy xx
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    Hi Beryl,

    How are you going?

    Kathy x

     

     

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