Hello My name is Beryl and 4 months ago my husband died from Malignant Melanoma, he went on two clinical trials an from being diagnosed in January 2012, he died in October 2012, this has left me absolutely devastated and I miss him terribly. I am trying to stay strong for my children as they are heartbroken also. He was only 67 years of age and I am now finding it very difficult to cope without him as I loved him so much. We were married for 45 years and he was a lovely, lovely man who so wanted to live, he fought right to the very end and now I am so very very sad without him.