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Losing my darling Tony is so painful.He died in my arms  on Feb 5th this year ,he was diagnosed with terminal mesethelioma in 2010 had chemo and radio therapy then he was told he had kydney desease he had a fistula in his arm this failed he had 2 more these also failed his kidneys were working at 18 percent luckily he didnt need dialysis we had been married for 40 wonderful years he was so very brave he was in hospital for two weeks he had to have fluid drained from his tummy but was able to come home and was with us for 6 days on a syringe driver and our doctor gave him an injection to keep him calm he just slept away I feel totaly lost and lonely tearful angry and iI have lost the love of my life x

  • Hi Sueanne,

    Havent seen your name for a few days so wanted to post you to make sure you are okay.

    We had a beautiful day here yesterday and it was sunshine nearly all day. I even managed to perseud Mrs B to go out for a short drive. My cheeky grandson keeps calling me Brian and when anyone questions him about it, It changes to granddad Brian.

    I hope you are okay and I wish you a peaceful week, Brian.

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    Hi Sueanne,

    Chose to move glass cabinet back into front room tdy, moved it last August, but to be honest don't know how I will feel when am going to unpack the mementos we had collected over the last 30 years and have to put them back on the shelves. 

    Maybe should just give the whole kit and caboodle to the kids..to do with what they will.

    How are your roses going?  Your spring bulbs will be doing their stuff soon.  What joy

    Take care,,

    Kathy x

  • Hi sueanne

    Just to let you know you are in my thoughts still. Wish the PM service could be reinstated at times like this.

    Hope the family are keeping you company during the hard days. I feel blessed to have mine close by.

     

    Hi Kathy

    My heart goes out to you too.  I did not have to move anything to accommodate hubby's hospital bed but as I am on annual leave have begun the task of dealing with the clothes issue. Is it too soon? who knows but it seems the longer I leave it the harder it would become so have taken bull by the horns so to speak and tell myself that the charity shops will benefit from my sadness (they were certainly very appreciative).

     

    Look after yourselves. Jules xx

  • Hi Sueanne.     Just in case you look in on us anytime, hope you are ok and sending you love x