My name is Susan ,I lost my darling husband Tony on Feb 5th this year ,we had been married 40 years .He had been in hospital for 2 weeks but came home and dyed in my arms 6 days after .He ws diagnosed with Mesethelioma in Oct 2010 .I miss him so much ,I did nurse him myself for the last year ,and he has left a huge hole I dont know how to fill our 4 children live close by but I cry every day I cant get painful thoughts out of my head ,how do we move on .My Tony was so brave I was so proud of him he was my life I will love him forever x
