Hello, I lost my Kay to Cancer 2 years ago, leaving me with our child Ada at just 8 months old. I'm still finding it so hard to deal with the upset and random tears and anger for why she's gone. I have no family myself and only a select few people I feel able to talk about it to hense why I've posted in here.
I know nothing can take what's happened away, but 2 years down the line I feel I'm no closer to dealing with my personal pain and public upsets and feel I have nobody really to talk to about it because unlestyou e seen it and been through it, it just doesn't ever feel it's truly understood. I'm haunted by the visions or her leaving me and our baby. I'm haunted that much I can even bring myself to go to her grave.
