Hi, just to say I feel your pain. I also have those questions after my dad recently passed away with liver cancer, and eventually a brain tumour, after being diagnosed at te start of the year - that had spread following skin cancer 6 years ago (that we thought had been removed and everything was ok). I feel frustrated that this was able to happen and now he's gone, after doing everything he could to stay here.I also feel sad for my 3 year old son who will not get to grow up with him. I don't have any advice except it's ok to feel everything you're feeling. I also remember those last moments with a mix of devastation and relief for him that he didn't have to go through that anymore. Doesn't make it any easier though.

Thank you for your reply... I to have a daughter she is 4 and had just started to get to know grandpa... She always asks is grandpa watching me and looking after me daddy... Always I say... My dad fought so hard for 4 years.to stay with us... I'm. Really struggling to cope, it's effecting my relationship with my wife, I just don't want to be at work, I've lost every ounce of enthusiasm. For anything, dealing with his estate is incredibly difficult, and people. Say these kind words, my friends and family, but I see them as just words and they bring no comfort and I don't know what to do.....

Thank you for your reply... I to have a daughter she is 4 and had just started to get to know grandpa... She always asks is grandpa watching me and looking after me daddy... Always I say... My dad fought so hard for 4 years.to stay with us... I'm. Really struggling to cope, it's effecting my relationship with my wife, I just don't want to be at work, I've lost every ounce of enthusiasm. For anything, dealing with his estate is incredibly difficult, and people. Say these kind words, my friends and family, but I see them as just words and they bring no comfort and I don't know what to do.....