miss my wife so much

hi new to this  

I lost my darling wife November 21  and I'm not coping to well still  was told she had bowle cancer  October  and would have 18 months to 2 years    but first dose of chemotherapy  reacted bad and she became really ill she died 6 weeks after being told she had it 

now I've tried to keep going  im back at work  but  I cant seem to have a good day   and coming home to our home I sit and day dream  can't get over her not being here   I've prayed to be taken so I can be with her again  even suicide has crossed my mind   just need some guidance 

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  • Hello I'm so sorry for your loss,I do understand what you are going through I lost my mum and sister and dad within 5 years of each other then 5 months after my dad passed away I was diagnosed with cancer also,try to keep strong just think of all the good times you had with your wife,you do feel lost I'm sure but each day it does get easier and you never do forget,your wife would want you to carry on x

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  • Hello I'm so sorry for your loss,I do understand what you are going through I lost my mum and sister and dad within 5 years of each other then 5 months after my dad passed away I was diagnosed with cancer also,try to keep strong just think of all the good times you had with your wife,you do feel lost I'm sure but each day it does get easier and you never do forget,your wife would want you to carry on x

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