Hi

i have had the same results through the post a few days ago from my smear in early December and I too can't think of anything else. I'm worried sick I keep googling things and keep crying at the prospect of having cancer and not being able to watch my little girl grow up and leaving her without her mummy! I hope you are ok and got good results! With COVID it's saying my appointment for xoposcopy should arrive within 8 weeks and I'm freaking out at having to worry about this for so long!  I had to reply because it's like everyone keeps saying you will be fine done worry it's common and I feel like the high risk Hpv is making it so much more frightening for me

xx

Hi sorry I had to reply as my results came today from my smear saying hpv positive and borderline changes.. where you wrote about leaving your daughter without a mummy hit home with me too because I have a special needs little girl.. just me and her and I have cried all day.  I also suffer with high anxiety and intrusive thoughts so this has completely taken over and I dred to think how long I will have to wait for a coloscopy 

Hi sorry I had to reply as my results came today from my smear saying hpv positive and borderline changes.. where you wrote about leaving your daughter without a mummy hit home with me too because I have a special needs little girl.. just me and her and I have cried all day.  I also suffer with high anxiety and intrusive thoughts so this has completely taken over and I dred to think how long I will have to wait for a coloscopy