hey lovelies, i am a 17 year old college student who has had to deal with (diagnosed) health anxiety (hypochondria with a different name, basically) for around 4 ish and i am terrified that i have lymphoma. i used to go to the doctors about 2 times a week with a new thing that made me think i had cancer. the fear started around the time my grandad was diagnosed with prostate cancer, he was my best friend and sadly he didnt make, he was given 6 months to like but survived for 13 like the true fighter he was. it is nearing the 3 year anniversarry of his death and i have been more scared than ever. i used to think i had a brain tumor and went to the doctor around 15 times for that so he sent me to an optitians that determinned i had to wear glasses, this was the cause of my migraines that i am still being medicated for. although i have recentlly had a cold and i have 2 lymph nodes on each side of my neck that feel enlarged. i have no symptoms of lymphoma and i had a blood test just under a year ago that said my liver enzymes were elevated but my doctor said this was normal. i noticed the enlarged lymph nodes 18 days ago and they feel no different although i still had the cold when i found them. i am not comparing my fear to the fear of somebody who actually has lymphoma as i know i may just be dramatic. any advice on what i can do? thank you so much for reading, have a great day~ Abby :)