Waiting results worried

hi so on Monday I had my breast clinic appointment after finding a lump I saw a nurse first got examined and she was pretty sure it was a cyst so I felt a bit happier. Went to the next waiting area for a mammogram then an ultrasound I got called up for my mammogram I asked a few questions the lady didn’t answer and changed the subject,went back to waiting area got called for ultrasound where the nurse told me it’s not a cyst I need to do biopsies after those she put markers In then got moved to a little waiting area. The nurse I saw first called my back In and said well the good news is your lymph nodes look clear you will be needing an operation I was in shock she said Ull be back for results I said will it be with you her reply was no you won’t see me now it’s with the consultant. I have spoken with my friend and cousin who have been through this and they both think they’ve told me In a way what it is with out the c word .please be honest what do u think my emotions are everywhere thank you xx