Hi! Thank you for your reply. 

My next appointment is in a few weeks, I am waiting for a letter to confirm when it will be. Totally waiting is the worst it is so stressful and too many unanswered question. Fingers crossed that you get your surgery. Biology is very cool but also just as scary too. Good luck to you as well, thinking of you x 

Try not Google too much, that’s the real danger! Keep in touch when you get your date, hopefully not long x 

Thank you, yes I am trying not too it is a vicious cycle. I have just had a phone call from the receptionist. I was set to have a follow up appointment mid March, but the phone call was to re-arrange, for next Wednesday. I tried asking but all she said is that the MDT has been done and a new consultant would like to do a follow up. Trying not to overthink but it has made me anxious from an original telephone appointment, to an in person. Sorry for ranting x   

Hello there , 

I agree with Cloudy ....it's a really good thing to see the new consultant in person . Not too long to wait now for answers to the puzzle Less than a week ....you'll be in my prayers

Thank you- Yeah I am glad it is in person. I know whatever it is I will have surgery and possibly lose an ovary even if its nothing sinister. I am trying to keep as positive as I can be x

Thank you I really appreciate the support from yourself and Cloudy x

Hello,   just checking in on you . Hope you're coping OK and getting some answers now . 

Thinking of you still 

Zillah 

Hi thank you. I had my appointment yesterday. They have said its no longer a cyst but tumour and showing signs of cancer. So a lot to take in. I will be having surgery within 4-6 weeks. I am not getting key surgery either as it is so big my surgeon does not want to risk it. Still not 100% that it is cancer but that is my update. Sorry it is not a fantastic one. Take care x

Hello my dear  girl ,

I'm so very sorry that you have had this bad news . What a shock for you and your family. I'm pleased your doctor is dealing with your case quickly, even though the surgery might seem a long way off. The time will pass pretty fast as you make preparations. 

Please keep in mind that they won't really know until your surgery happens and biopsy results come back 

. If you recall I had that same surgery in 2014   ,as my cyst was cancer suspect  ......and my results were clear . I had already had a hysterectomy 20 + years earlier  , so no keyhole due to old scar tissue . It was OK. 

Now , you are wonderfully young,  so they'll be carefully thinking about your future plans  I'm sure.  Your youth also means you will  recover from surgery really well . 

Be brave and remember "Your strength will lie in keeping calm and showing trust " .

In my prayers daily ,

Zillah