Thank you, again means so much and fully appreciate it...not a lovely look are they lol, under joggers it will have to be...definitely rest just do exercises they have given me..xxx

So glad the zip up hoodies worked out well for you! Ive got mine drying on the line now ready to go into my hospital bag just encase I end up having to stay over night (Hope I dont though!). How are you feeling this morning lovely? Hope your okay xxx

Morning hun, message below sweet xxx

Oh lovely Im not surprised you were emotional.  The whole thing from the flagging of a concern to the biopsy then diagnosis to surgery is pretty traumatic. Having that emotional release after having gotten through one big step in it Id have said is expected. Be kind to yourself lovely. Here any time you need hon! Xxx

I do hope you go theatre early hun, they told me I was going after 1pm, so sent other half off to get a breakfast from the cantine. When he came back I was then told to get changed into the lovely gowns and by 11am I was taken to theatre, partner walked so far with me...by 11.45 I was in THE room, again after several checks that was to make sure who I was...giggling at that now...everyone and I mean everyone was just so lovely. My nerves kicked in again and crying but it didn't matter they were lovely and understanding. Most of the time up to the operation we were in a waiting room and only on a ward after the operation. Xxx

Same here hun, just shout out I'll be here xxx

I hope so too to be honest Im okay in moments and then it really is just like a wave of fear washed over me. I sort of joked around with them like “Il happily take sedation before it I wont mind” seriously would take it in a heartbeat though :-D! The surgeon said he will try and get to me first so fingers crossed. Xx

Try not think about it now until the day, I did that albeit I had my moments. Have a lovely tea the night before and get an early night. On the day, when we pulled up in the car park I said I wanted to go home, I got a slight ticking off lol, bloody nervous xxx

It's been a lovely place to get support. I've also got a lot from my Breast Cancer Now Younger Women Together group. 

Of course you'll be up and down. I still am. The rage I felt after the *** up with my oncotype results was like nothing else I've ever felt. I didn't sleep well all that weekend. 

But now whilst I'm still waiting for results at least I now know they should be back by mid next week and when I get home. 

Rest up. Do the exercises (take pain meds first an hour before is my recommendation).  I didn't have a shower for about 2 weeks. Lots of sink washes and trips to the hairdresser for hair washes as my husband wouldn't have managed not to soak my dressings over the bath/sink. Xx