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it takes over but anyone looking in wouldn’t know. I hate the mornings the most when you wake up and forget for those first few seconds then the dread sets in and your heart sinks! I’ll have been waiting 3 weeks next Thursday when I go for my urgent 2 week referral to the breast clinic. 

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it takes over but anyone looking in wouldn’t know. I hate the mornings the most when you wake up and forget for those first few seconds then the dread sets in and your heart sinks! I’ll have been waiting 3 weeks next Thursday when I go for my urgent 2 week referral to the breast clinic. 

That is so, so true. No one would know looking in. You forget for a while, and then ......

I know exactly what you mean about when you wake. Every morning there are a couple of seconds of normality, then the thoughts hit me of what may or may not be ahead. My 2 week referral is tomorrow morning, and I’m in the lucky position of only having waited a week. Obviously I’m dreading it, but am glad that things will be moving forward in some way, for better or for worse.

Good luck for your appointment.

Thank you- they didn’t have any mammogram or ultrasound appointments available, so the doctor examined me and then I left. I now have appointments for those on Monday.