Hi Jinkycat

I can definitely appreciate your concern after this experience you’ve had. I’m not sure we should ever read too much into expressions and looks from medical staff, but I understand your worry, since I’ve been through similar. 

But the gynaecologist is the one who’s going to be able to have some further answers. If something has been seems, then the gynaecologist will see it too, and will likely take a biopsy. That will give a definitive answer,and nothing else until then can do that, unfortunately. 

I hope you don’t have too long to wait until your appointment. xx

Thank you Minska. I know it's a waiting game just needed to reach out. My hubby is away on business tonight we've spoken but I haven't told him because I know he'll worry and come rushing home. Think I just needed to tell someone as all come as a bit of a shock, don't expect that when you go for a routine smear xx

Oh, I’m so sorry you’re on your own tonight-that’s very hard for you. It’s very difficult not to worry, I understand that, although I was more a “bury your head in the sand” type of person, so I maybe didn’t have the same level of worry. But it could be something like a polyp, something benign. Until you’re told different, you just don’t know, and whatever it is, no amount of worry will change it. That much I did learn along the way! xx

Thank you. I feel better just having got it out there x

Thank you. I feel better just having got it out there x

Ah Jinkycat, how awful for you. 
There are many benign possibilities for a cervical growth though, such as polyps, fibroids, prolapse, cysts etc. 

Try to keep positive. *hugs*

Thank you.