Dads oesophagus cancer

My dad has been recently diagnosed with oesophagus cancer .

He had a PET scan and we are now waiting for results to see if it's spread and any treatment that will be required. 

I feel totally useless and  worrying myself silly . Thisbis the first time I've actually written this bin a sentence and I'm still in denial that this is really happening. 

My dad is 90 and seems to be coping better that me , or maybe just protecting me from how he feels .. .

I'm finding it difficult to talk about as I feel that that will make it real 

I can't write anymore...im broken 

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  • We get the results of dads PET scan this Fri. 

    Hes not been well at all today and he's trying to sleep as he's exhausted and not eating much . Dad loves alone which makes it worse as I'm asking him all the time how is is .

    I've been with him all day today as he sleeps .

    I'm trying to be positive too . But I just feel useless .

    Let's hope we can both raise some positive times in the near future .

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  • We get the results of dads PET scan this Fri. 

    Hes not been well at all today and he's trying to sleep as he's exhausted and not eating much . Dad loves alone which makes it worse as I'm asking him all the time how is is .

    I've been with him all day today as he sleeps .

    I'm trying to be positive too . But I just feel useless .

    Let's hope we can both raise some positive times in the near future .

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