I understand how you feel,  I was  1a grade 3, I had to have 5 brachytherapy but felt like people made it so un important once didn’t need chemo, no one truelly understands how u feel inside, ur thoughts or feelings, only people that are going through it really understand. It’s a scary place to be in. 
Im on my 3 year remission in March and still struggle to get people to understand how I feel..

Thank you same back to you..I had the hysterectomy was so much easier then I thought would be. 5 brachytherapy for 10 mins a time was uncomfortable but ok, check ups every 6 months for 5 years, might need a therapist lol but fingers crossed stays ok. Your have good and bad days but if u ever need to talk feel free to message me..

Hi, I was wondering how you were?

How did the surgery go and if you are OK xx

Hi Nabgal81,

So I had the hysterectomy just over 2 months ago and it was successful. I can now say I'm cancer free. I was scheduled to have keyhole surgery but 3 days before they called me in and recommended open surgery so that's what I went for. I didn't have the best time in hospital though the nurses were great. I had to stay an extra night so 3 in total. If I'm honest, the first 4 days I felt pretty awful and the pain was worse than I thought it would be but everyone is different. As soon as I got home I started to feel better though. I've just started to ease back into work a few days ago as I have to move around quite a bit for my job, I think I would've gone back after 8 weeks if I had an office job. The scar has healed really nicely. The last 2 weeks have really been a turnaround as I'm feeling much more like myself again. My tummy seems to be a bit big/bloated although I've read that it can take a while to go down, I'm hoping that's the reason and not this period of inactivity and mum's cooking lol. And there's a numbness to my tummy on the right side down to the top of my leg which feels weird but is normal due to cut nerve endings.

So long story short, yes I'm ok :)

Thanks for checking in xx