Hi

sorry to hear of your diagnosis, . I too have recently been diagnosed, found out in November. You will have up days and down ones, and it's very hard isn't it like a rollercoaster. I have surgery scheduled in January and they have told me I have to have radiotherapy. I found the waiting for the results the worse and seem to be coping a bit better now I know and have a date to work towards. want to push Christmas out of the way and get to January now

its ok to get emotional why wouldn't you. Let it out even if it's on your own. Don't bottle it up, sometimes it's good to speak to a stranger. 

Good Luck going forward x 

Many thanks for your reply glad you have a treatment plan...i am like you wanting time to pass and just to get treatment ...merry christmas xx 

Many thanks for your reply glad you have a treatment plan...i am like you wanting time to pass and just to get treatment ...merry christmas xx