Filwain 100

Just read your post and I'm sorry you lost your husband.

I lost my husband in 1997,he commited suicide.

All I can say is its normal the way your feeling, you will have better days to come im sure of that. Its never easy  when you lose anyone,time isn't a healer like the a lot  of people say,but you never forget but you will learn to live your life with out them, yes there will be days that are hard to deal with,a song playing on the radio,that reminds you of a time with thrm, birthdays,Anniversary,Christmas  etc. But believe me when. I say you will smile again,you will have happy days,and that is what your partner would wish for you,as you would him if it was the other way around. Its good to talk about it,don't bottle your feeling up,and allow yourself  the time you need to just sit and remember and let the tears fall,and one day you will feel  better and able to be happy again, with the knowledge that you were lucky to have shared your life with someone you lived,some people don't ever have that.  You will be ok,im sure of that ..I didnt know how I'd get through a day let alone all these years, bit I did and so will you. Always popping on here from time to time  if you need to chat. 

Filwain 100

Just read your post and I'm sorry you lost your husband.

I lost my husband in 1997,he commited suicide.

All I can say is its normal the way your feeling, you will have better days to come im sure of that. Its never easy  when you lose anyone,time isn't a healer like the a lot  of people say,but you never forget but you will learn to live your life with out them, yes there will be days that are hard to deal with,a song playing on the radio,that reminds you of a time with thrm, birthdays,Anniversary,Christmas  etc. But believe me when. I say you will smile again,you will have happy days,and that is what your partner would wish for you,as you would him if it was the other way around. Its good to talk about it,don't bottle your feeling up,and allow yourself  the time you need to just sit and remember and let the tears fall,and one day you will feel  better and able to be happy again, with the knowledge that you were lucky to have shared your life with someone you lived,some people don't ever have that.  You will be ok,im sure of that ..I didnt know how I'd get through a day let alone all these years, bit I did and so will you. Always popping on here from time to time  if you need to chat.