Hi Helso.  I know what you mean.  I had breast cancer, had op, then chemo and then radiotherapy.  Was put on tamoxifen as was 47 and had not gone through the menopause.  I really hated it so much and it was horrendous like you said.  I was later changed to Anastrozole and that wasn't much better.  I so wish we could get our old lives back but unfortunately this is our new normal.  Sending you hugs.

Lee x

Hi Helso.  I know what you mean.  I had breast cancer, had op, then chemo and then radiotherapy.  Was put on tamoxifen as was 47 and had not gone through the menopause.  I really hated it so much and it was horrendous like you said.  I was later changed to Anastrozole and that wasn't much better.  I so wish we could get our old lives back but unfortunately this is our new normal.  Sending you hugs.

Lee x

yes its a very hard pill to shallow. obviously the alternative is worse but i sometimes feel like i cant vent to family and friends as they dont understand, im alive so i should be happy. im grateful yes but god i miss the old me :(

Hi Helso  I also wanted to tell you, that in time it does get better and gradually you will get yourself back, a new you but still you x

Lee x

I’m on tamoxifen and hate it