Feeling lonely

Hi Everyone

So It's Christmas Day And I'm So So Lonely And Afraid,

I'm Home Alone And It's So So Hard, I Suppose I Have To Much Time To Think And Nothing I'm 

Thinking About Is Positive, Sorry To Sound Like  Grinch, it's just such a scary scary time for me,

I'm due my 4th Chemotherapy on the 2nd of January all Going Well With Bloods,

I wish I could be more positive And Happier In Myself,I'm Just Crying And Having Panic Attacks Constantly,

Please Say A Silent Prayer For Me,

Ange!

Parents
  • Hi Ange,

    Everyone who has been through chemo will be empathising with you as we read this.

    Christmas is such a hard time for so many people - feel free to be a grinch and don't feel forced into enkoying forced fun and frivolities!

    On the plus side, your bloods are fine - not everyone this far into a chemo regime can say that and we need to hold onto these positives.

     

    Best wishes for Christmas and the New Year!

    Fave

     

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  • Hi Ange,

    Everyone who has been through chemo will be empathising with you as we read this.

    Christmas is such a hard time for so many people - feel free to be a grinch and don't feel forced into enkoying forced fun and frivolities!

    On the plus side, your bloods are fine - not everyone this far into a chemo regime can say that and we need to hold onto these positives.

     

    Best wishes for Christmas and the New Year!

    Fave

     

Children
  • Thanks so much daveK,

    I don't ask too many questions about my treatment, I just go and get it done and hope for the best,

    As im on my own I suppose I don't want to know as il surely stress myself out,

    But thank you for that positive about my bloods been good, I've had very little side effects so far,maybe as I go towards my last 3 session's it will hit me, but please God it won't and il fly through it,

    Thank you again for taking the time to message here to me,kindness Appreciated,

    Ange!