Thank you so much Julie,I Will Keep you In My Prayers, It's So So Hard To Try Overcome This Constant Fear,The Only Time I'm Not Afraid Is When I'm Sleeping, it's There From The minute I Awake Untill I Sleep,

I'm So Worn Out With It,xx

Thank you so much Julie,I Will Keep you In My Prayers, It's So So Hard To Try Overcome This Constant Fear,The Only Time I'm Not Afraid Is When I'm Sleeping, it's There From The minute I Awake Untill I Sleep,

I'm So Worn Out With It,xx

Hello

I'm the same. The evenings I get mass panic about dying. I am the same as you that sleep is the only refuge. I fainted at hospital today. I got so stressed I just went down. They  sorted me out for my MRI. I'm panicking all the time and feel like every twinge is cancer on my body. Nightmare. Xx

I'm so sorry about this Charlie bucket guru know how that feels,I took one at home last Tuesday,I got line and needles in every inch of my body,it was the scariest thing ever,ambulance men came out and checked me over,seemily it was one of the more extreme panic Attacks you can get,I pray it never happens again,but I got medication if it does and will work in 5 minutes,so yes I'm managing the chemo ok,trusting in my medical team and care 100/00, if I could get hold of my mental health I'd be a new person,il be thinking of you Hun,keep your faith and try keep your chin up,xx