Today the hospice nurse visited!

It was with mixed emotions that I saw the hospice nurse today.  

As I live alone I have decided that I will end my daysin the local hospice and the wonderful nurse was so helpful.  She will be coming back next week and has given me homework - put my affairs in order by the time she comes again.  She is organising prescriptions for all the things I now have to buy myself, a wrist alarm in case I need help, visits to complementary therapies at the hospice and attendace allowance.  She said I can go to their daily get togethers where they do art classes etc with lunch.  She put my mind at rest with the pain relief saying that if it gets too bad they will take me in for a week and sort me out.

I just have to say how relieved I am, and can now stop crying wondering what was going to happen to me.

  • Nurse just left, so helpful.  Gave me a list of medication which she is dropping off at doctors for me.  Starting from scratch, but with some extras like steroids for a couple of weeks (to help with eating), and advice on lots of other things. feel a bit more confident nowshe said the body tremors were probably a nerve that is being squashed and may or may not right itself.. I will see her next Tuesday for an update but she is on the end of a phone anyway..  

    Thank you all for your kindness, advice and for just being there.    I really appreciateit. xI

  • Hi Pauline

    Really relieved to read your latest post and so pleased the Nurse has been and arranged new medication for you.  My Dad suffered horrendously with constipation during his cancer illness (hubby not quite so bad).  All I can say is they were both told not to force it (had they had the energy!!) and luckily eventually found the right balance with medication and an increase in liquids and fresh fruit (taken as smoothies which also helped with eating problems).  Hubby was put on steroids several times to help with appetite so hope these  help you too.  Sending big hugs and know all your forum buddies are thinking of you, just as I am.  Jules xx

  • Hi Pauline

    Hope that the new medication does the trick  - mind you after having that bug you insides are probably all scewwiff anyway.

    You are such a lovely inspiring lady and always so helpful with others on here that I just wanted to add my best wishes and hope they get you sorted out soon.

  • Hope the new medications do the trick, Pauline, I am so relieved that the nurse has reassured you a bit and is just on the end of the phone - make sure you do phone her if you need help!  We are always here for you too, as you always are for others. 

    God bless, hope you can manage a bit of a rest now.

    Love Hazel xxx

     

      

  • Hi Pauline have been reading a bit of this thread now and then and think your such a strong woman. Hope these new medications do the trick. Take care of your self -Diane xx

  • Hi Pauline, 

    So glad to read you've had some reassurance from the hospice nurse. I've really built up a good relationship with mine. You are right, I did spend time in the hospice getting my pain medication sorted - two weeks in fact! I'm on a drug called Ketamine (people always associate it with vets and horses.) I'm also on Fentinyl patches (62mcg/HR)  I also take oromorph to help with any breakthrough pain amd I'm lucky, like you, that my nurse is only a phone call away and my medication can be tweaked to suit my needs. 

    I'm afraid I can't help solve your constipation problems as I have a Stoma amd touch wood, it is functioning normally, unlike my bladder which is playing up at the moment! (Retention) 

    Hopefully the link Jane has suggested will be of help? Plus asking the nurses? 

    I saw my consultant yesterday and we are still tweaking my medication so I can a function with less drowsiness, but sadly my prognosis was not good news. Latest scans show much disease progression amd we're looking at 'timing' about going into the hospice. Meanwhile, I'm still carrying on, enjoying this spring sunshine amd making the best of every minute. 

    Stay strong Pauline, I'm thinking of you amd sending lots of love, Jo xx

    I think the moderators have blocked the drug name, sorry if I've contravened forum regs. x

     

  • Hi Jo

    Sorry to hear your latest news.

    We haven't blocked the drug name but our automatic swearword filter may have got confused!

    If you get a moment you could email the drug name via the Contact A Moderator button and I could post it for you.

    Sending warm wishes your way,

    Jane 

  • Hi Jo you seem like such a strong woman and with all you have been through you still have a smile on your face. That honestly makes me bubble up because it's so lovely to read your comments  you have such a positive out look and like I said you keep on smiling and enjoying the sunshine. Take care of your self and your in my thoughts -Diane xx

  • Hello Jo,

    I am so sorry to hear your new prognosis, you are always so caring of others yet you have so much to contend with yourself.  I hope that you can continue to enjoy the sunshine for a long time to come and your meds will keep you comfortable.  Thinking of you and sending my love, take care.

    Hazel xx

  • Afternoon Pauline, how are you doing, darling?  I hope all the meds are working and giving you some respite,  please take care  - sending love and thinking of you as ever. 

    Hazel xx