I am due to start chemo in Jan 2020 and all the things I have to think about are in some ways a bit crazy, getting my hair cut, a wig, will I lose my eyebrows (I have never been much good at makeup so might have to start to learn), what to take to the first treatment, regular blood tests, getting a journal to note my experiences so that if I need to talk to my Doctor I have it all down because I know I will just not remember everything, the list just gets longer. It is another step in my recovery and it scares me a bit but still trying to keep my sense of humour (I bought my regular bottle of conditioner the other day and my other half laughed and said it’s going to last a lot longer :D love him)