Morning all,
So as some of you know I went in for my lumpectomy on Friday, sadly they wouldn’t let me go home as I was being very sick most of the night.
i got home late yesterday afternoon, it was so lovely to see my own bed. All good so far,very very bruised but pain isn’t too bad.
I have a confession to make though, since being diagnosed I have felt very positive and feeling like I am going to beat this, that all disappeared yesterday and I genuinely feel scared. I didn’t see my surgeon after the op at all so couldn’t ask any questions and I’ve already got my appointment for the 11th to get the results of whether or not there was a clear margin and if the nodes were clear, I’m just praying he got everything and I can move onto the next step.
Sorry for being negative, I’ve shocked myself to be honest with you x